Tuesday, August 28, 2007

I Am Allergic To Deoderants



One thing I learned over time, has to know my ego and my pride, not always well placed elsewhere. Those

know me will know I like to write.

Although everything I've never necessarily been started over.

In fact the taste of writing does not date from my childhood. This has never really been a passion, what I liked was clearly drawn.

My first writing experience was a project done with my class of CE2. We had allotted an hour of our schedule on Friday, writing collective.

class, we invented a story, then we rewrite with our words in our day notebook. It should also furnish my hands on it to reread the story of "Friday and fragrant white wood.

History tells the story of Friday (so named because they wrote her story every Friday) a small pitching (animal was found Reunion and resembling a hedgehog) for which I do not know why she would find a tree scented white (tree endemic Reunion sees of disappearance was the subject of a campaign to save at the time) to have a piece I think. It seems to me that it was to save a friend or something like that via a potion or something like that ... I must find my notebook ...

Anyway, besides inventing a story, I was asked to make drawings with illustrations of other students who had nice drawings. So, I'll admit that I had really liked this part because the colors were to be made in ink. A pleasure for me to learn this technique that I loved, knowing also that the drawings would be used to illustrate the story in a book. Too bad that only our teacher took the book, which was successful from vague memory I have.

short, he then spent time before I knew it ... I loved writing

even after several years, because even if the experience had really liked my " ; passion "of the design was much stronger, but forgot that writing was my chore during this period. And yes, spelling and grammar was chronic, I'm hopeless for ages and as you will not realize was better today loool.

Anyway, you'll wonder what connection with the pride and ego thing ... in fact, difficult to see indeed. Well when I started to want to write new stories coming out of my imagination, there was a time when I wanted to tell one of my dreams. I then started to write the story on a sheet and left it on my desk. It was my mistake! For " nanou "Who was with me the next day he read in my back while telling me she liked me and proposing an end to any fact not contrary to what was normally expected. Then I felt anger in me monstrous to see the little respect you gave me, YES! I'm having written the beginning of this story, but I did not accept that we read it without my permission and more importantly they give me ideas for the "end of my dream "... So, you can not finish writing the story to each When I tried that irritates me, I ended up putting the sheet into a ball towards the trash.

One reason why I have not finished a lot of my stories is called " Mom," my mother s i discreet, so nice and does not delve at all into my business, was dirty habit of reading everything that I leave on MY office. His big game was the time to read and highlight all the errors ... Thank dear mother for this wonderful and rewarding attention to me disgusted for years write anything . Of course, once I arrived and found my sheet gently corrected, I was completely disgusted by the lack of privacy result sheet torn garbage management.

So, I learned not to leave anything lying around that I do not want my mother to read. (By the way not ever send me a postcard without having put forward in an envelope, my mother made me read a play aloud what is written on the data before I saw that it was she who takes e vv)

A lot of my writing ended up in the trash like that. So, I grabbed the dirty habit of never finishing what I started to write. Only recently when I force myself to finish things if I have a deadline that motivates me, otherwise, I'm so dragging that I believe that I certainly never would eventually do.

This is unfortunate ... I would love to finish some of my projects and find the courage to do so.

My God I'm lazy!

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